Are you in a relationship? Have you met your boyfriend's friends? So how was it?
Kalut lah Sarah ni. Some people might say I'm overreacting but i am 100% positively sure that I'm not. My reaction is normal, right? I have been with the current boyfriend for almost 6 months now. And he said that he wants me to meet his friends. Don't get me wrong here. I don't mind meeting his friends as personally I think it would be awesome to get to know his friends but here's the thing, I'm scared. :S I do know that they are not monsters and they don't eat people. Yes I am well aware of that. I have no strong reason to back me up on this matter. Why don't I want to see his friends?
I am afraid of their impressions on me because truth be told, I give bad first impression.
''Aku ingat kau sombong mula-mula kenal....''
'' Kau nampak macam tak nak kawan je awal-awal dulu.....''
See? Bad impression (sigh) Need to change that. Am still working on it. And some people, they tend to stick with their first impression about that someone. I know I am not being fair here. I'm judging his friends before I even know them. Please, please,pleaseeeeeee dont get me wrong here. It is just how I am. I like to think of the most negative scenario to happen rather than being positive (This is another thing I'm trying to change) Why am I like this?
Because I've heard of what other people has said about other people's girlfriend (I'm not making any sense) You hear how people say that A's gf is a bitch or B's girlfriend is a slightly arrogant. When talking and getting to know someone, you don't know what message you're sending across. From the way you talk, walk, dresses, laugh, stare and even stand, everything plays a vital key. Some people might think that going to see you boyfriend's/girlfriend's familly is nerve wrecking - to me this is the same deal. It's very nerve wrecking.
Hahahahahahahahaha I am making a big of a deal out of this.He has met a few of my friends and he seems cool about it. So why can't I be cool about it too? :) I can't promise anything but at least I can try.
I wonder what would be their first impression of me?
I would never know unless I meet them.
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