I'm back

I don't mind really if anyone chooses to read my blog but I will get embarrassed if I found out who that person is.



Anyways, hello fifth semester. :)

Gagal 101

Aku masih lagi satu kegagalan.
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Benarlah orang kata ada sesetengah perkara tidak akan berubah,
Aku salah satu daripadanya.

Attempt

I have always wanted to find time to write more in this blog of mine but i just cant seem to find any. So here is my attempt to write one. There is no particular topic in mind. Just the urge to type away. So here goes.

With only 15% of the battery left, I see the need to type as fast as I can and then go straight to bed as I have to wake up real early tomorrow. When you stop writing, words dont come easy anymore. The flow that I used to have seems to be missing. Not that I was any good with writing back then, but I still had the ability to write and it would still make sense. Now, it gets harder. 

And i still feel like i havent achieve anything yet - even after 21 years. I feel like i'm still stuck at the beginning - where i started. As if i didnt even move a muscle. Just ..... there. The only one stuck at the starting point while everyone else drawing closer to the finish line. Everyone's getting somewhere..... And i'm getting nowhere. 

And i feel that everything i say nowdays doesnt even make sense anymore. There's so many i wanna say but once i open my mouth, the words get all jumbled up. 

Yeah. Thats about it. Random post for a random girl like me. 

Oh yeah it's kinda late but better late than never right.

HAPPY NEW YEAR LADIES AND GENTLEMEN. ( I doubt anyone still reads this blog. Except for Aina ) 

I don't see this place as my home. At least, not anymore.
This place was my sanctuary. Now, it is merely a place, for me to find shelter from shine and rain.
Nothing more
Nothing more.

Sigh.

It's true when they say nothing is for certain.
It was good while it lasts, but I'm not going to stay.