20120724

Humor me

Funny when you think you can hide your sadness behind that smile of yours
And then, that one person you least expected could actually see right through you
And see just how sad you are at the moment. 

Because you can smile all you want 
But there is so much sadness in your eyes.
You thought you could fool everyone else.
Turns out the only one you're fooling is
YOURSELF.

20120720

Ramadhan

It's raining. It's cold and it's Friday. What a better way to start Ramadhan. (:

Can you feel the excitement that Ramadhan is finally here?

I hope you do. Do you know that I always have this sense of pride whenever I can fast on the first day of Ramadhan. Being a girl and all, sometimes I can't but when I can, it just feels great and to be able to fast with the family ; just amazing. I know a few unfortunate people that have to go through this Holy Month without their parents. It must be hard. :/ I can't imagine life without my parents. 

Well to be honest, i didn't think that I would make it till this very day you see. Well I have my doubt. Who doesn't. I mean, I saw an accident the other day. Someone died. So you see death is something common. Comes when least expected. So yeah.

Why so morbid one? To talk about death on the first day of Ramadhan. Well, why shouldn't I? Isn't it better to be reminding yourself about death everyday rather than live in total denial and thinking that you will live till you're 100 years old? 

I want Ramadhan to be my starting point of something better.
But I just don't know what yet.

I will definitely figure it out later.

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan :D

20120715

This has nothing to do with religion

Kau dan aku,
kita berbeza.

Kadang-kala cara kita meluahkan sesuatu berbeza.
Cara kita berfikir juga berbeza.
Penerimaan kita tentang sesuatu juga berbeza.
Semua benda yang berbeza tentang kita buat kita istimewa.

One of its kind. 

Kenapa perlu perlekehkan cara seseorang?
If it doesn't suit you,
so what?

You like to keep everything inside
and I like to let everything out.

Jadi, jangan samakan aku dengan kau.
Kita berbeza.

Ingat tu.

If you don't like anything I do or anything about me,
feel free to leave.

Nothing's going to stop you.