20111226

Senyum dengki tengok orang kahwin pada usia yang sangat muda.
I WANT THAT TOO.
 
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Nilai Hantaran Kahwin Mengikut Harga Purata Terkini (Ringgit Malaysia) 
dan Status Pelajaran diSeluruh Semenanjung :-

UPSR, PMR/SRP : RM1,000-RM3,000
SPM : RM3,000-RM8,000
STPM/DIPLOMA : RM8,000-RM12,000
DEGREE : RM12,000-RM15,000

..2ND DEGREE/MASTER : RM15,000-RM20,000
PHD : RM20,000-RM30,000


**TETAPI YG DEGREE KE ATAS 
KALAU XPANDAI "MASAK" 
AUTOMATIC AKAN DI TOLAK 50% 
DRPD NILAI BIDAAN**
- Sumber BERNAMA
 
Now I know the reason why guys go gay.
-.-' 

20111224

Feeling like crying.

Now I remember the reason why I broke up with my ex. Because apparently, I dont understand him and I didnt try hard enough to understand him. I only think about myself. I am a selfish heartless bitch. Maybe I shouldn't be in any relationship at all.





I AM FOREVER ALONE.

20111221

We are almost at the end.

My first semester as a university student is coming to an end and personally, it has been an amazing journey. I met new friends and I've changed into a (slightly) better person. I used to have this problem where I don't get along well with people. It would normally take me a few months before I get to know someone and normally, I'll just stick with one person because I'm not that friendly.

But I've learned during Matriculation days that is not good to be dependent on just one person because when you give all you have to that one person, and when that one person decides to back stab you, you are left with nothing. Frankly, I don't want to go through that again.

It's nice to have so many friends and no matter where you go, there will always be familiar faces and that tells me that I am not alone. There's nothing wrong with being alone but there's also nothing wrong with having friends.

Note to self : Learn to appreciate my friends more.

20111220

Miserable

There are times you feel sad and whatever you do, that feeling doesn't seem to go away. No matter how many times you remind yourself about how silly that matter is, you cant make yourself feel better.

You just want to be as miserable as you can, because you now have a reason to be miserable. Even if you have the choice not to be miserable, you still choose to be miserable. Because right now, miserable seems to be the only option that gives you satisfaction.

I am miserable as hell right now and I am planning on staying this way.

And there's nothing you can do about it.